I needed this tonight…

Ughhh I needed this tonight… I’ve been acting a little immature lately and needed to write and humble myself with truth… it’s a bitter pill but growth is always good

Jealousy=Wasted

I think it is beautiful,
Everyone having a past.
To know they were loved…
Or hurt….
Who am I to ever try to replace a memory….
Beautiful or sad….
To laugh, or cry….
That’s up to them….
I’m just happy….
I love them now……
I don’t want their life….
God gave that to them….
If I could just make them smile…..
Know tomorrow is still beautiful….
Or help them in any way….
Yeah, I don’t wanna be…..
A past…..
That hurt you once upon a time…..
Just want to be……
The place your past brought you to…..
Because to me…..
You r so beautiful…..
And just knowing all of those things….
Made you who I love……
Dang, why would I ever want to take that away……
If everything didn’t happen…..
Exactly the way it did……
We both would still b lonely…..
Searching……
But life’s kinda funny…..
The thing most ppl throw in our face….
The past……
Is the one thing that helped us cross our paths…..
So know……
I’ll never let you down….
I’ll never be unkind….
Ask and I will try….
It is the best that I can do….
Because your past led me……
Straight to you…..