Momentary Lapse Of Sanity

Humanity flourish in her lap,
Every joy blooms in her warmth.
Her glistening presence, her every giggle,
Ride on soothing winds to caress our restless souls.

O Mother, your divine beauty
Fills my heart with sheer bliss.
Your selfless love is beyond anyone to fathom.
You still holds me with your ailing grasp!

What have I done, O Mother!
To infuse pain in your veins.
I choked your lungs, I exploited your love,
Ignored your tears but you still persist to give!

Save the life infusing aroma
Of the wet earth in those rains by saving her!
Save the existence of all of us
By saving her soul flowing in ourveins!

©2020 Piyush Singh

Act now , save her, save Environment! Happy World Environment Day to All!

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Nurturing Green Air purifying NASA recommended Chamaedorea Palm Plant in Black Pot for home (Live Indoor Dwarf Areca Palm…

She saw this short winged bird of course that’s not what that means;

it means super near you and not in review  of the closeby way of nearness

like water and shadowy concrete you can’t not see it

you get it now don’t you c-l

It was black as usual and a friendlier bunch than usual

But oh all those of birds are nice, aren’t they

ties to a different form of communication, ha ha

Yeah-uh way better than us; in communication what would it be singing it were if a day,

we triangle dock are seen in the shiny part but the reflection is globby and though the globbiness is covered in shiny

Remember the fireplace and all those bricks they were like a big hose instead of water a fire could not gush out; but it could

it so could

Gush out,

She saw this short winged bird of course that’s not what that means;

it means super near you and not in review  of the closeby way of nearness

like water and shadowy concrete you can’t not see it

you get it now don’t you c-l

It was black as usual and a friendlier bunch than usual

But oh all those of birds are nice, aren’t they

ties to a different form of communication, ha ha

Yeah-uh way better than us; in communication what would it be singing it were if a day,

we triangle dock are seen in the shiny part but the reflection is globby and though the globbiness is covered in shiny

Remember the fireplace and all those bricks they were like a big hose instead of water a fire could not gush out; but it could

it so could

Gush out,

[dedicated to … b-ka]

never she said, I felt never was real it was a french pattern that you wouldn’t initially recognize; now would you; she said skating in a twirl that look so wandish

Are you wandish; he laughed brazenly like a tall giraffe and the fern was vivid wasn’t she totem’d

hi there, he smiled; it’s nice to see you.

I realized at 23 I’m not forty.

the flower was steady a fore-print of life; I glazed by it staring such as I forgot myself and then the dream turned into a form: sunlight blinding me to the

wham across my brick skull; bricks don’t break that way;

they just loosen a bit; everyone knows,

sometimes when they fling; they are suprising, flowers I mean they are softening;

you know push out and all of that stuff:

a face,

finally three spoons of sunlight form, It’s what I…

She saw this short winged bird of course that’s not what that means;

it means super near you and not in review  of the closeby way of nearness

like water and shadowy concrete you can’t not see it

you get it now don’t you c-l

It was black as usual and a friendlier bunch than usual

But oh all those of birds are nice, aren’t they

ties to a different form of communication, ha ha

Yeah-uh way better than us; in communication what would it be singing it were if a day,

we triangle dock are seen in the shiny part but the reflection is globby and though the globbiness is covered in shiny

Remember the fireplace and all those bricks they were like a big hose instead of water a fire could not gush out; but it could

it so could

Gush out,

[r view] She said that her favorite was duck it was sticky and not go-ey.

She said she liked it with that red tang sauce; and no sausage; she said

it was a pin-stripe to think about like such as her dress;

and that she was friendly, too.

The swims were friendly and worth it afterwards your body felt so special

like a bowing stretched in a way that didn’t at all hurt,

so different than rape,

the work out; so much harder than being beaten,

soon she said, laughing; you won’t even; flinch

We-we stared

at-the trees;

“wait, he said; what are you talking about. I mean, really what are you talking about.”

I said gripping his arm; to myself; I found a best friend for a life; for past life;

I’m not sure if we will have to pretend we’re together in another way.

Geez, she said; that’s…

My Story I Shared At “HEROES In Recovery” Shattering Stigma and More…

“My name is Catherine and I am dual diagnosed living with mental health challenges and in recovery from gambling addiction 10 years now!
If I can RECOVER, SO can YOU XOXO”

My recovery journey started in 2006. I woke up in a hospital as the result of another failed suicide attempt and then went back to an addiction and mental health crisis center for a 14-day stay. The problem wasn’t that I gambled again and relapsed; the problem was not taking my psych medications for a few weeks. I thought I didn’t need them; that I could be normal like everyone else around me, but as you read my story, you’ll see that didn’t work out too well.

I had a few severe financial crises happen, and since I had not taken my medication and had worked through…

My Story I Shared At “HEROES In Recovery” Shattering Stigma and More…

“My name is Catherine and I am dual diagnosed living with mental health challenges and in recovery from gambling addiction 10 years now!
If I can RECOVER, SO can YOU XOXO”

My recovery journey started in 2006. I woke up in a hospital as the result of another failed suicide attempt and then went back to an addiction and mental health crisis center for a 14-day stay. The problem wasn’t that I gambled again and relapsed; the problem was not taking my psych medications for a few weeks. I thought I didn’t need them; that I could be normal like everyone else around me, but as you read my story, you’ll see that didn’t work out too well.

I had a few severe financial crises happen, and since I had not taken my medication and had worked through…

….
I was invited a few years back to be interviewed by my friend Lisa Frederiksen for her fantastic informational recovery website.  I thought I would share some of my interview she did, as she was kind enough to do so and to have a new platform to raise awareness about how I learned to “break the cycle” of my gambling addiction and alcohol abuse as I began the road to long-term recovery.

I was honored and jumped on the chance, (lol) as she has helped many from addiction as a powerful advocate, speaker, and in writing as a popular author of several addiction/recovery books, like her newest title, “10th Anniversary Edition If You Loved Me, You’d Stop!: What You Really Need to Know When Your Loved One Drinks Too Much (1) available on Amazon online.

First, here is more about Lisa and our interview I so appreciated her…

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Thirteen years ago I was within Total Darkness.
I was HOPELESS, Broken, and Shattered.
I was LOST and Never Thought I’d Wake Up From Hell.
I was Sick, an ADDICT and Filled With FEAR …

WHEN MY EYES FINALLY OPENED From My Second SUICIDE ATTEMPT …

I Was Still Frightened, Constant Pain, and LOST.  BUT THEN?
I Seen A Sliver Of GODS LIGHT, I GRAB ON TIGHT, and I BEGAN TO RISE FROM THE ASHES OF ADDICTION!

GOD Whispered In My EAR … I Bless You With HOPE…

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So, as I celebrate my 13th Year Maintaining Recovery, I still hold on to HOPE. 
HOPEis what helps me have trust that all things are possible. Even RECOVERY.

Just as the definition of HOPE tells us:

HOPE – Noun: a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen.
HOPE – Verb: want something to happen…