
Warning…long…had to tell her tho…
I want to run up to your front porch…
Throw rocks at your window…
Do anything…
To get your attention…
I hear your words scream for love, forever n truth…
But your reality keeps you hidden…
I can’t save you…
If you never let me in…
I’m sorry…
More than u will ever understand…
At how life, ppl n this world has let you down….
But I am not those things…
I am real….
I’m sorry I’m not strong enough to just run up to you at midnight and steal your heart…
I apologize I’m timid because I know chaos scares you…
But know…
In my heart, I’m hurting when you are…
You are my completion…
I’m so sorry….
I just hope one day you smile…
You deserve happiness….
You deserve memories that bring joy…
If I could slay your dragons…
Know they would already be gone…
If I could dry those salty streams flowing down your cheek…
Please know I would…
Sometimes life itself is a wall…
And the only way over is time, time to let things in your life fall apart enough,
Time to let the pain consume you do much,
That you just finally realize in your ending,
That my eyes can be your beginning,
Then n there thru time and pain and erosion,
Your wall will crumble and I will be standing there, over all your slain demons, holding a key to open your soul…
I’m strong….
Waiting is easy, it’s the not kissing you every day,
The not learning you.
The not making memories with you that’s hard.
So I wait….
Please know I’m just a country boy, still learning every day how to become a man…
One day your man…
In me….
Your hurts will find a place to die…
Your soul a place to fly…
Your smile a place to shine and your eyes a place to experience everything beautiful, every little thing your beautiful heart has ever dreamed of experiencing…
So know….I could write forever, but I had to just put this out into the universe and show you…
I wrote this over a year ago and never knew until now who it was for… Disney this life is going to be amazing, know that!!!! It’s all falling into place… love ya
By: Jeremy L. Nation