Month: September 2015

Whilst back in my home town the other evening my parents and my boyfriend went for a meal at Petit Delight in Cleethorpes.

Petit Delight is a French restaurant which says that it ‘draws authentic influences from Parisian café, French bistro and family restaurant cultures’ and I have to agree.

There was an ample drinks menu ranging from wine to jugs of Pimms as well as a incredible sounding food menu which you can view here: Menu.

However, as a vegetarian I have to admit that I wasn’t hugely impressed with the options available as the only vegetarian main course was Tarte aux oignons caramélisés et brie. Luckily I quite fancied this but more than one vegetarian main would have been extra nice.

This was the tart which really was deliciously and came with an impressively tasty salad. I will admit I am really not a courgette person, but the courgette…

Source: Day 4: Smoky Rose

All male club,
we fight for each other
we love one another

All heart,
women are excluded
women can make the club polluted

All Alpha males,
sitting and drinking
sitting and bullshiting
sitting and talking about our life´s in the making
sitting and saying how tough we are even if we´re faking

Once in a while let the boys be boys.
In this politically correct society
I have found a lot of stupidity of anxiety

Social re-engineering comes to  us
and is not a plus
just let the brotherhood,
be the last standing politically incorrect group.

Source: Asking for Help – Please Share and Help Me Find My Sister

I am asking for your understanding for this very long post. I wrote this because I thought it is right for the Writing 101 prompt about education. Most of my friends know my life as I am really a talker not a writer (I believe that is why I am able to cope with my struggles and I didn’t dived into depression) so I didn’t write this to show or say that I am great, intelligent and strong or that I need your sympathy. I wrote this to share and I hope that if someone will ever have the patience to read this, maybe he or she will learn something out of it. To anyone who will ever read this, I am thanking you.

For most people, when they talked about education, it is usually used as a term for learning something from a school, college, or university, just structured…

This week feels like it has been pretty full on for me and a lot has been happening. On Tuesday I had an appointment with some people about my M.E, seeing what they can do to help me with managing it better. One thing they mentioned is about going to see a medical specialist to just go over things and make sure nothing has got missed when I got diagnosed. When diagnosing M.E one of the only things they can do it rule out everything else. So it will be good knowing that everything has been done that can be done. I am a little bit nervous about going though as I am unsure what will happen and what they will say. I always get anxious at those sort of things though and it always turns out ok so I’m sure it will be fine. That’s what I’m telling myself…

I failed as a father, or did I fail to be the father I wanted to be?

I mentioned in several of my posts I feel I failed as a father.  In previous posts I write about the ‘mistakes’ I have made throughout my life, the struggle in my marriage, my major depression and my absence in my 3 sons lives.  The struggles I have with myself and my mind created a failed marriage when my sons were very young.  Therefore I was not there for them during the important years of growth, learning, understanding and father relations.  I missed many soccer games, school events, protecting them, teaching them; I should have been there but I was absent.  And though the presence in their lives was limited, the relationship with my 3 sons is good, but not what I envisioned when I was younger when I became married and became…