Tears

Did you know mother
Did fear not show in my eyes
Did you turn a blind eye
Did you see the tears i cried.
Your love for him outweighed your heart
The maternal thoughts rebuked
His stinking breath,gravel voice
Remember how i puked.
You abandoned me without concern
Left in dark distress
I blame myself everyday
For this life my rancid mess
Did you understand mother
In the fullness of time
Maybe you were just as guilty of the innocence robbing crime