Lies.

I’m fine. Totally fine. Don’t you see this smile on my face? Never mind the tears. They mean nothing. They’re just an accident. I’m accidentally allowing every little whack you take at me with that proverbial ax of yours hurt me and cut me down. But, I should never do that. Really?! Who does that?! I should be better. I’ll be better.

I’m not angry. Who gets angry? I could never be angry. Only awful people get angry. Clearly I can’t love you if I am angry. That’s impossible. Everything ends when you’re angry. Everything.

I’m not depressed. I’m just tired. I didn’t get enough sleep last night.I’m just sick. Its my allergies. Its what I ate. Its that I didn’t eat. I ate too much. I haven’t had enough caffeine. I’m just off. I don’t have the time. I’m unmotivated. I’m lazy. So lazy. I just need a nap…