The Sun Walk

The Sun Walk
for, “The Wave”
by goura fotadar
dates: 06.19.20, 06.20.15

I remember walking home
and thinking why are these all not so ugly in color as compared to that one
but really that came out wrong
I was just a kid and
I wish I knew about Social Services when I was twelve years old
for one thing the starving that started right around then
would have stopped
my ability to control my Growth was not where it is now
and not eating really effected my growing
so did becoming a vegetarian
no offense vegetarian
but what devastatingly stupid mistake I made becoming one around that time
so suddenly and without any form of supplements
the monthly bleeding alone nearly killed me
or maybe it did kill me many times over like
once a month
and that killing made it so hard for me to move
and already…