Day: September 1, 2020

you wanna get to know me ?

Do you really ? Or is my physical appearance forcing you to say things you don’t really mean

Because I’m used to that shit and I’m not going to sit here and call you a liar but I don’t believe you, I don’t believe you want to explore what my mind has to offer rather than my body..

you’re the type to make girls fall in love with your facade, the first few months you’ll pretend to be the perfect guy for me and when I least expect it you will switch up, you will become less consistent, inconsiderate and insensitive to my feelings

I’m good on that

I’m good on feelings

I’m good on temporary people

I’m good on love

I got me forever

you wanna get to know me ?

Do you really ? Or is my physical appearance forcing you to say things you don’t really mean

Because I’m used to that shit and I’m not going to sit here and call you a liar but I don’t believe you, I don’t believe you want to explore what my mind has to offer rather than my body..

you’re the type to make girls fall in love with your facade, the first few months you’ll pretend to be the perfect guy for me and when I least expect it you will switch up, you will become less consistent, inconsiderate and insensitive to my feelings

I’m good on that

I’m good on feelings

I’m good on temporary people

I’m good on love

I got me forever

Being socially awkward in middle/highschool can really be frustrating because kids are very insensitive and have no morals most of the time. When you’re small and what most people think as of timid you instantly become a target. I remember trying to stay to myself as much as possible and never wanting to be in the spotlight. It wasn’t until highschool I attended games and extra curricular activities other than running track because I was SO terrified of crowds and what people would think of me, how I dressed, how I look etc. Having social anxiety really makes you overthink and be super self conscious.

Today, I am 25 years old and very much so still this way. Social anxiety can only be maintained with medication but not cured and a lot of people misunderstand my personality because of it. It’s so bad to the point where I actually wanted…

A few years ago I made a blog post about being shy and how people usually perceive me in a different light because of social media, but after further research and education, I now know I suffer from really bad social anxiety. Social anxiety is a chronic mental health condition in which social interactions can cause irrational anxiety, fear, self consciousness and embarrassment. Growing up I never really knew how to explain it but as I got older I recognized certain patterns.

Reflecting on my my adolescence, there were multiple signs indicating that something was off when it came to meeting new people.Middle school was hands down the worst experiment in my life and I honestly wish I would have been exempt, especially in sixth and seventh grade. I was the new girl in sixth grade at Indian River middle during the middle of the damn school year ( thanks…

The happiest people don’t have the best of everything, they just make the best with everything they have… Monday Morning

via Monday Motivating Morning Thoughts — Thoughts of Sho

If you have been praying for a miracle, but so far you don’t see any evidence that your answer is coming, this is a word for you.

The answer will come God’s way, provision is coming, expect your miracle and create space for it. You will not see the wind or the rain, but you will have water. The sovereign God will supercede natural ways and norms to provide your miracle.

Isaiah 3:17-18
“For thus says the Lord: “You shall not see wind, nor shall you see rain: yet the valley shall be filled with water, so that you, your cattle, and your animals may drink. And this is a simple matter in the sight of the Lord….”

If you have been praying for a miracle, but so far you don’t see any evidence that your answer is coming, this is a word for you.

The answer will come God’s way, provision is coming, expect your miracle and create space for it. You will not see the wind or the rain, but you will have water. The sovereign God will supercede natural ways and norms to provide your miracle.

Isaiah 3:17-18
“For thus says the Lord: “You shall not see wind, nor shall you see rain: yet the valley shall be filled with water, so that you, your cattle, and your animals may drink. And this is a simple matter in the sight of the Lord….”

Now is the good time to plan and execute your dreams.

Start today, where you are with what you have. When you start small you create a demand for more.

Stop waiting for tomorrow. The time is now.

Read my spoiler-free movie review of  Unorthodox (2020).

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Unorthodox stars Shira Haas as Esther, a young ultra-Orthodox Jewish woman who flees her arranged marriage and religious community to start a new life in Berlin.

Additional key cast includes Amit Rahav and Jeff Wilbusch.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zVhRId0BTw

This one will certainly teach me a few things and remind me to appreciate my freedoms.

Aaron Altaras, Tamar Amit-Joseph, Ronit Asheri, Dina Doron, Alex Reid, Eli Rosen, Langston Uibel and Isabel Schosnig also star.

Unorthodox Release Dates: March 26th, 2020 (US)…

Happy Film Loving

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