Pain of knowing

I know we ain’t getting back together,

But I still hope for that impossibility to occur.

Despite the heartbreak you caused me,

I still want us to be.

I don’t know if it’s too much love I’d for you, Or it’s stupidity of a rat,

Eating the foods of a trap.

Sometimes I just want to throw caution to the wind,

And forget that me and you ever happened.

But at times I just wish I never knew of your faults,

Never learnt of the truth.

Maybe that way I’d still be knowing,

You’re the impeccable I once knew.

This is a problem I’ve talked of in my previous poem,

Yet I forgot to mention that I am also too forgiving,

That I overlook mistakes easily,

I assume that man is to err,

And everyone is deserving of a second chance.

I want to believe that our misunderstanding

Was but…