I love you daddy

Author Unknown:

 

My wish for you is that angels guide you in.

 

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My wish is that when you reach heaven, you will learn to love.  

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My wish for you is that you don’t have to suffer like that girl’s father did…

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I hope you see that the light at the end of the tunnel before it’s too late…

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My wish is to please not hurt my mom.  You truly don’t realize what you have.  She is an amazing woman…  She is my hero when I lay in bed crying at night.  

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I miss that day we all went to Sears together.  I don’t know if this cycle will start again.  But I hope you make it out.  

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Like you we all make choices and my choice is clear.  If I do not remove myself from this situation I may never be successful, I may not finish school.  

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I hope you know that I will always love you, but I need to make a life of my own.  I need to find peace in my life.  

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I hope that you will do the same.  I hope that you find what makes you happy.  And if that happiness is alcohol, I hope that you have the courage to do it at your own place and not in this house.  

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After all, if you can be happy, why can’t I?  I’ve realized that no matter how many tears I shed, how many “A’s” I get, how many suicide attempts I have to do, you will not quit.  

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Just one last thing.  I’m not mad at you I love you.  You’re my dad.  I’m so proud of how smart you are and hard working.  I just hate this disease and what it’s done…  

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I feel ashamed that I can’t do more to help.

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