note to self
buy stock in Kleenex
or whichever company
that is
not that i particularly
care for that brand
over any other tissue
just the past
24 hours
have been a living hell
not much worse
than living in hell
not even a place to visit
i can’t stop the tears
i let myself get triggered
and now i’m paying the price
my fault
of course it is
it always is
but that’s not the point
i have to stop
and get back to work
no time
for personal woes
smother those feelings
kill them
bury them
they must not escape
ever