
Today i started off the day feeling terribly empty. I had a really bad dream the previous night so that didnt help at all.
.. God i feel fucking horrible.
Im tired, im stressed and i most certainly do no understand the point in this game anymore.
A very wise man once said ‘ There’s no point in playing a game once the game stops seeking to provide you with pleasure. If 99% of the game bores you to death.. Why on earth do you continue to play it?”
Meh, well he said something close to that..
Anyways my point is… Why am i putting myself through torture when lifes of no ‘substantial’ point to me?
“Life” as we call it.. Can be seen in so many different ways. Life isnt what it seems to the person who seems to take life to be what it isn’t.
I locked myself…