I am laying here in my bed, with thoughts of my husband running through my head. How we were supposed to grow old together, see our grandchildren. Just random thoughts, memories of us and things. This upcoming year would have been 20 years for us. How I wish I could wish him back. Sitting here talking to him, asking him to come back to me, why did he have to leave me. I miss that man so much there are no words to express it. The only things that can express those feelings are tears. Tears are like unspoken words, words so deep there just are no words. I really don’t think I will ever fall out of love with him. This year he was going to get me a one carat ring of my choosing for our anniversary. I will work on getting myself one. I have it picked out and our anniversary will be in June. I will try to get that from him to me. Loving him so much. Missing him so much. Wanting him so much. Wish he was here laying next to me.
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Momentary Lapse Of Sanity 
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Such sorrow. Someday, mercifully, you will shed tears of joy and gladness once again. My prayer for you.
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